Acting as if I'm alive, passing by as usual
I said a simple "I understand." I won't return
Are you sure of that?
You asked laughing, after crying during dinner
Summing it into the false feeling of "I'm like that as well."
I throw up and silently keep on living
It is not as if I have any right
To say "goodbye" to that face anyway
Diving into ashes to bite the second hand
Crushing the gong sound inside my daydream
But it won't break, it won't stop
Proceeding without knowing what's "real"
I want to remove it, to hide it and forget it's there
Even knowing no one would understand anyway
I don't want your "apologies" because
I don't need empty wordsSource