I realized it and grieved
I sneered at my tumbling figure
I don't know whether this is loneliness or love
I cast away my human shape
The proof of my existence is nothing but words; I can't hold them all
I can't escape from this box
I came to that sad realization and wanted to escape
We were all playing our parts,
Making our way towards the credits
Now, play your parts desperately, everyone!
There aren't any onlookers here...
"I" don't exist
I can't be found anywhere
I will never amount to anything
Hey, look! We're all devouring each other now
The game has been extended. We surrender.
Mayday! Civilities are fleeting
They're waste products—the mixed feelings of words
Perhaps I'm waiting for dramatic developments...
YES YES, take a deep breath as well
The baton is over there
Headshot your noisy feelings
and shoot your heart. Now...
The puppet master makes their appearance, pulling unseen strings
And reflected in their eyes is—
When we touched things, they broke
We remained silent about that wrong situation
We were all blameless
Before we knew it, we had become monsters
If we don't acknowledge everything, we can't move on, can we?
"Well... there's no way you can do it"
"After all, there's no way you can do it"
Before I knew it, I was in the outfield
I had only jeered at such extras up until now
Everyone desperately defends themselves, awaiting a helping hand
I don't want to think about it
I want to be an idiot
I will never amount to anything
So now, I'll stand on the front lines
That flag will dance high above
When I'm at a disadvantage, I rely on my friends
Words aren't even necessary!
The dramatic development will be a "dot heat," I suppose
YES YES, take a deep breath as well
We swear that we'll meet again
I only have one chance left,
So I'll put everything into this moment
Looks like this is the climax—I'm on the edge of my seat
My tears dripped down
The truth I hid can't be found anywhere
The fools who sneered at me have nowhere to belong
I have no feelings; I remembered them and threw them away
There's no reason behind the tears I shed
I can't feel warmth in kindness
Only doubt lies in outstretched hands
A hole was opened and now love trickles out
You peered into me; I seemed close to collapsing
You seemed to always be sneering
Before people close to giving up
How do I appear to you?
I calm my breathing; now...
Now, I can never amount to anything...
Hey, look! We're all devouring each other now
The game has been extended. We surrender.
Mayday! Civilities are fleeting
They're waste products—the mixed feelings of words
Perhaps I'm waiting for dramatic developments...
YES YES, take a deep breath as well
The baton is over there
Headshot your noisy feelings
And shoot your heart. Now...
The puppet master makes their appearance, pulling unseen strings
"And reflected in their eyes is—"
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