Ran: Mmhmhmm ♪
Ran: ... Huh?
Ran
How long have you been standing there? I didn't even notice you.
Ran: How long have you been standing there? I didn't even notice you.
Ran
No, there's no rehearsal today. I think that's tomorrow.
Ran: No, there's no rehearsal today. I think that's tomorrow.
Ran
Oh, you're headed to the studio? Working hard as always.
Ran: Oh, you're headed to the studio? Working hard as always.
Ran
What was I humming? Oh... So you heard that...
Ran: What was I humming? Oh... So you heard that...
Ran
It's the first song my band created. The other day, Himari brought a CD with her to practice.
Ran: It's the first song my band created. The other day, Himari brought a CD with her to practice.
Ran
It's not something we recorded recently. We did it way back... in middle school, as our first track.
Ran: It's not something we recorded recently. We did it way back... in middle school, as our first track.
Ran
Because she had it, we ended up listening to it together... But I was against the whole thing.
Ran: Because she had it, we ended up listening to it together... But I was against the whole thing.
Ran
Why? Think about it... It's so embarrassing... And we still ended up playing the CD...
Ran: Why? Think about it... It's so embarrassing... And we still ended up playing the CD...
Ran
... Do you even have to ask how it was? The only thing that was going through my head was, "This is awful.”
Ran: ... Do you even have to ask how it was? The only thing that was going through my head was, "This is awful.”
Ran
I don't know if the mistakes stood out or if it was just a recording of mistakes...
Ran: I don't know if the mistakes stood out or if it was just a recording of mistakes...
Ran
I think everyone had the same reaction. Kinda like, "Is this really us?"
Ran: I think everyone had the same reaction. Kinda like, "Is this really us?"
Ran
I can't believe we were so confident when we recorded that CD...
Ran: I can't believe we were so confident when we recorded that CD...
Ran
But I guess that just means that we've all gotten a lot better.
Ran: But I guess that just means that we've all gotten a lot better.
Ran
... You know, I'm actually really proud of that song.
Ran: ... You know, I'm actually really proud of that song.
Ran
We went through so many things before we could play it... and before we started out band.
Ran: We went through so many things before we could play it... and before we started out band.
Ran
If it wasn't for them, I don't know where I would be now.
Ran: If it wasn't for them, I don't know where I would be now.
Ran
You want to know what happened...?
Ran: You want to know what happened...?
Ran: ...
Ran
... It's not really something I like to talk about.
Ran: ... It's not really something I like to talk about.
Ran
But I guess... It might be okay to tell you.
Ran: But I guess... It might be okay to tell you.
Ran
To keep it simple, I went through a bunch of stuff... And I stopped going to class.
Ran: To keep it simple, I went through a bunch of stuff... And I stopped going to class.
Ran
What's a "bunch of stuff"...? In our second year of middle school, I was put into a class by myself, away from my friends.
Ran: What's a "bunch of stuff"...? In our second year of middle school, I was put into a class by myself, away from my friends.
Ran
Up until then, I had spent all my time with the same four girls, so I had a hard time getting used to the new class.
Ran: Up until then, I had spent all my time with the same four girls, so I had a hard time getting used to the new class.
Ran
Not to mention, these students said I looked scary and hard to talk to.
Ran: Not to mention, these students said I looked scary and hard to talk to.
Ran
But I thought if I told people how I was feeling, they would think my reasons were stupid, so I didn't know what to do...
Ran: But I thought if I told people how I was feeling, they would think my reasons were stupid, so I didn't know what to do...
Ran
Oh... You don't think they were stupid? ... I see. Thanks.
Ran: Oh... You don't think they were stupid? ... I see. Thanks.
Ran
I was having such a struggle, I started writing poems on the roof as an escape from everything.
Ran: I was having such a struggle, I started writing poems on the roof as an escape from everything.
Ran
But the other girls really helped me out during that time.
Ran: But the other girls really helped me out during that time.
Ran
They gave me a place where I felt comfortable, where I belong... The band.
Ran: They gave me a place where I felt comfortable, where I belong... The band.
Ran
We formed Afterglow, practiced on the roof and made our own song...
Ran: We formed Afterglow, practiced on the roof and made our own song...
Ran
The sunset we watched that day was beautiful...
Ran: The sunset we watched that day was beautiful...
Ran
The reason I said I'm proud of that song is that it helped me overcome those hard times.
Ran: The reason I said I'm proud of that song is that it helped me overcome those hard times.
Ran
And of course, I wouldn't have been able to do that without their help.
Ran: And of course, I wouldn't have been able to do that without their help.
Ran
That's why I'm proud not just of the song, but of my friends, too.
Ran: That's why I'm proud not just of the song, but of my friends, too.
Ran
... Why are you looking at me like that? I have the happiest smile on my face...?
Ran: ... Why are you looking at me like that? I have the happiest smile on my face...?
Ran
The day we listened to that song, everyone was saying the same thing, but it really threw me off...
Ran: The day we listened to that song, everyone was saying the same thing, but it really threw me off...
Ran
I mean, I can smile too, sometimes...
Ran: I mean, I can smile too, sometimes...
Ran
... But the reason I'm able to smile is that they were all there for me.
Ran: ... But the reason I'm able to smile is that they were all there for me.
Ran
If we can keep playing and smiling...
Ran: If we can keep playing and smiling...
Ran
... Wait, what am I talking about? I think you've heard a bit too much.
Ran: ... Wait, what am I talking about? I think you've heard a bit too much.
Ran
... Don't mention anything you heard today to the others.
Ran: ... Don't mention anything you heard today to the others.
Ran
Why? ... Isn't it obvious?
Ran: Why? ... Isn't it obvious?
Ran
If they knew I was saying this kind of stuff, they would make fun of me.
Ran: If they knew I was saying this kind of stuff, they would make fun of me.
Ran
So you better not say anything, okay?
Ran: So you better not say anything, okay?