I'm laughing, but I'm crying inside
A taste of pain, criticism? I'm living again
Everything I'm feeling, I keep bottled inside
A taste I can't abstain
A cursed pet again
Frayed and muddled, I love myself
I shut myself down and keep my hands off
Try to kiss myself awake
But my scabs keep aching
Choosing what I want and dumping what I don't
I want to cast all reason aside and believe in fantasies
This inferiority is driving me insane, and I'm no marionette, that I ain't
Put on, it's all an act, please give me more Likes and reactions
Boring? That a fact? A two-faced Cinderella
"I wanna dream" "I wanna disappear"
And so the lines are blurred between me, myself and I
It's all right, and it's all wrong
"I wanna dream" "I wanna disappear"
And so the lines are blurred between me, myself and I
Maybe I could let you in on my secret
I hated and knew it all along
I tried to fight it, but my feelings were dead after all
"I wanna choose" "I wanna discard"
And so the lines are blurred between me, myself and I
It's all right, and it's all wrong
"I wanna choose" "I wanna discard"
And so the lines are blurred because I'm a marionette
Put on, it's all an act, please give me more Likes and reactions
Boring? That a fact? A two-faced Cinderella
"I wanna dream" "I wanna disappear"
And so the lines are blurred between me, myself and I
It's all right, and it's all wrong
"I wanna dream" "I wanna disappear"
And so the lines are blurred between me, myself and I
It's all right, and it's all wrong
"I wanna choose" "I wanna discard"
And so the lines are blurred between me, myself and I
Maybe I could let you in on my secret
Or maybe it doesn't matter, so what?
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