I squinted at the wailing dial
Surely, surely, through the mirror, 8 o'clock has come and gone
I'm glad my unamused face hasn't changed
Beside the pink flowerpot's soaked heart
Is an overgrown, swollen bud entangled with it
It's so foolish
Ahh, I'll turn into a fossil
Ahh, I want to keep up the act
I have to smile, since I don't really have anything going for me
I can't fill this gaping emptiness; what will I do if it all gets out?
Ahh, the neighbor to your right
My heart races, head fuzzy
Say, when I fall asleep tonight and open my eyes
I can't find a single reason to get up
When the morning comes, what exactly... should I do?
I squinted at the wailing dial
Backing away one step at a time, "see you tomorrow" I mumble
Relief came before any sort of joy
Through the reminiscent setting sun, the tiny cracks can be seen
It's so unbelievably terrifying
Ahh, you'll find out
Ahh, I want to keep up the act
I have to smile, or the things precious to me will break
I wish for a happy tomorrow, but what will I do about this abyss of loneliness?
I can't even scream anymore
My heart seizes up, head dizzy
Ahh, I want to think a sky filled with rainbows is pretty
What I yearn for is being unable to run away
What everyone finds worthless
Ugh, but there's nothing to be done about it
My heart races, head fuzzy
The final days are closing in on me
This withered bud is so unbelievably filthy...
Yet so innocent
Ahh, I'll turn into a curse
Ahh, I have to say "I've given up"
Or the static in my head won't stop
I can't fill this gaping emptiness; what will I do if it all gets out?
Ahh, it's just like she said, it's over
Ahh, I'll end up happy
Ahh, losing things is painful
If it all goes to waste, I'll take my punishment for having loved
You're so, so nice... What would I do if I cried into your chest?
That was the dream I saw in the end
My heart hangs in the air
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