I'm so scared of changing
I'm scared of losing the happiness we have now
I can't face it
I can't see your eyes,
I dodge you as if I’m running away
Saying "it's okay if we stay like this, right?"
To my closed self
The sound I hear
Gently flowing from you
Spitting out my impure thoughts
Dyed orange color
The important thing is telling it, right?
I want to give my real voice
The words to you, honestly
Watching over me is stupid
In the place to surpass our collide
When my thought is born,
I want to hear,
"...Thank you."
When I want to give it a form, I'm always insecure
Making up half-assed color
Stomping my feet in frustration
Suddenly I see the red sky
The pain I deliver from my eyes
Reminded me of that day
I realized it's like usual
Your smile beside me
You pulled my hand
Exposing my lack of self-reliance and weakness
You wrap my back kindly
I believe our thread of bond is strongly firmed
I want to show my seriousness
I can walk because you're here
Now it's with all my might instead of fear
I won't hesitate anymore
I won't run away anymore
Hug me with all your spirits
The sign that we don't change and
The sign that we can change is here
The dream we draw with our footsteps
Go forward willingly
I want to give my real voice
The words to you, honestly
Watching over me is stupid
In the place to surpass our collide
When my thought is born,
I want to hear,
"...Thank you."
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