"How I wish I could finish this and forget you"
How long will I fight with that kind of face on? I'm on my own again
Even though I love you, even though I love you,
Every time, my wounds show up again as though to rewind
WWhy are the miseries I take in from 1 to 10 and then to 100
The only thing that doesn't die off?
Though I generally don't have a way out, not even these days starting from -100
Of my heart pounding will shelter me!
If you cry in earnest and strain yourself,
Come this way anytime
Should we make what lies ahead get excited?
I want to sleep but I won't—today is still all right
We'll love each other over and over again, shining all the while
This indelible awfulness isn’t the ideal,
But such a euphoric shyness is perfectly all right. I want to keep saving you
It's not abnormal to wish to die or disappear
There there, shh, we'll have a secret meeting, and look, we'll spit it out
You're beautiful even when you cry
Farewell, my anti beat; shouldn't we look forward and laugh now?
"I'm not lonely or sad"
When you've rinsed off the deep blue of those bluffs you caked on,
We'll say goodbye, goodbye
Thank you to this foolish world, don't go searching for us
And so we hold onto each other and breathe in this room
That is neither spacious or cramped, hot or cold
When we get the offbeat wrong and lock the door meant just for us with our love words,
Come, what sort of midnight stroll should we take?
But it's painful, so it's painful
Your kindness is seeping into me
Should we start the disinfection?
I want to sleep but I won't—today is still all right
Though we've transmitted our voices to each other over and over again, and it's lasted so long,
Let's stop and run away; it's okay
You can sleep now... I'll protect you diligently, after all
Let's say "good morning" and make it "today" again
There there, shh, we'll have a secret meeting, and look, we'll spit it out
I'm bursting into tears too, it's getting risky
So farewell, my anti beat; shouldn't we look forward and laugh now?
Cowards like us will never change even if we change
It never ends. We're kids another day
We're shining, we're shining
What hurts hurts,
But we'll get through it together
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