Yakousei Haizu

Katazuketai wasureteitai
Sonna kao de itsumade tatakau no mata hitori de
Aishite mo aishite mo
Sono do ni kizuguchi ga kao wo dasu maki modosu yō ni

Dōshite ichikara jūmade sarani wa
Hyakumade nomikomu kanashimi dake wa
Nakunatte kurenai no?
Sōjite nigeba mo nainoni minus hyakukara
Hajimaru dōki no hibi mo
Kakumatte kurenaiya

Chanto naite muri mo shitara
Koko e oideyo itsudatte
Kore kara wo waka seyou ka

Nemutaiga nenai mada kyō ga ī
Bokura nando datte omoiatte hikatte iku nda yo
Kesenai saitei wa risō janai
Nanka hai na shai ga chōdo īya sukutteitai no sa

"Shinitai" "kietai" mo ijō janai
Yoshi yoshi no shīde himitsu kaigi hora hakidashi chaō
Kimi wa naitatte kirei da yo
Saraba anchibīto mae wo muite waratte ikō janai mō

片付けたい　忘れていたい
そんな顔でいつまで戦うの　また一人で
愛しても　愛しても
その度に傷口が顔を出す　巻き戻すように

どうして1から10まで更には100まで呑み込む悲しみだけは
亡くなってくれないの？
総じて逃げ場もないのに　-100から始まる動悸の日々も
匿ってくれないや

ちゃんと泣いて　無理もしたら
ここへおいでよ　いつだって
これからを沸かせようか

眠たいが寝ない　まだ今日が良い
僕ら何度だって思い合って　光っていくんだよ
消せない最低は　理想じゃない
なんかハイなシャイがちょうどいいや　救っていたいのさ

「死にたい」「消えたい」も　異常じゃない
よしよしのシーで秘密会議　ほら吐き出しちゃおう
君は泣いたって　綺麗だよ
さらばアンチビート　前を向いて　笑っていこうじゃない　もう

I wanna clean things up, I wanna forget--
How long do you plan to keep up that fight,
with that look on your face?
All by yourself, again
No matter how much I love, and love,
every single time, the wounds would show up,
as if rewinding everything

Why is it that this sadness--
of which I've consumed from 1 to 10,
and then all the way to 100--
is the only thing that won't go away?
I don't have a single place to run to, and yet,
those heart-throbbing days that start from -100
won't give me shelter

Once you've had a good cry and
pushed yourself over your limit,
come on over here, no matter when
Let's turn our immediate future into an exciting one

We're sleepy, but we won't sleep,
for we don't want today to end yet
Over and over again, we'll cherish each other,
and we'll go on shining
The worse experiences we can't erase are some sort of ideal
This kind of high and shy feeling might be just right
I want to keep being your salvation

"I wanna die"; "I wanna disappear"--
there's nothing abnormal about those thoughts
There there, on the count of three,
let's hold a secret meeting
and let everything out, come on
You're still beautiful, even when you cry
Goodbye, anti-beat
Why don't we look forward and smile from now on?
It's about love.

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